I titled this blog what hurts the most is because there will be a place I can put my real self in. It will be in forms of poetry, songs or just me babbling.
It all started from yesterday. I went on my LU online site signed it, and had received an email a couple days ago something about my pell grant so I have been watching my financial aid check in to see if anything changed. Well yesterday it did. I was in shock and couldn't breathe I just wanted to quit.
Today I talked to the school they need to review some stuff then they will get back to me....it will be 1-2 weeks....hopefully sooner than later. It just frustrated me, on top off all this I have sleep apnea and its getting worse, and then I am add so I lose focus a lot.
I just got a job at Bass Pro Shops' Calling Center!!! Yay me.
I see a doctor on Monday about everything I mentioned, thats kinda exciting...
I made apple pie in an apple today for my family....turned out to be delicious!
I guess I have just been frustrated about yesterday and I am just trusting in God as much as I know I can. The devil is being pretty sneaky and I don't like it!!!
